2/25/2005 01:29:00 PM Edit This 0 Comments »

So, It's been a while huh! I've have been majorly busy these past few months. Life is hectic. Excrutiatingly so. I have settled for again. Compromising is apparently my yoke to bear. I am now going to two local colleges (for those of you who don't know or have forgortten, local for me is Trinidad, West Indies.), The Royal Bank Institute of Technoogy and The Trinidad and Tobago Hospitality Institution. Evidently, I have this strange penchant to want to please people, as the Author of the Seven Habits for Highly Effective Teens, Sean Covey would say..... "I am a Yes Man"... for those of you who prefer the politically correct term... Yes Person.

Class times are grueling, I am exceedingly stressed out and have not written for almost 8 months (poetry anyway). I guess to be polite I will recap the major events in my life over the past 6 months. Okay then, in no particular order.

1. I worked at the Trinidad Hilton for a month as a pastry chef.

2. I Started school and am now pursuing two degrees, BBA (Bachelor of Business Administration) and Associate in Culinary Management.

Life is not what I expected it to be at all. I still live with paranoid and delusional parents. I still am very much in love with L. I have still not matured....emotionally. LOL. But I have learned one thing. Never give up. And while this might sound cheesy to the masses it means the world to me. Now that I think about it I am getting what I want in a roundabout way (at the very least). A college education, an opportunity to better myself and a way out of the life I have that doesn't seem that bad right now. Just because I'm being optimistic. Things will be okay, at least for today. Right at this moment. Even if it is just for this moment and never again... GOD FORBID.

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